Ah well, it's okay. At least I started writing and poking my muse (doing roleplay too) for creative ideas.
Currently over 1k. I wish my muse worked at library, not just cozy home.
But if I get that laptop then I should be done fast (though only next month, after my bday, if I get it later than this month)

If I had started few months earlier when I quit work, as I had been planning (just for fun and learning typing on my new phone) I'd be over 10k by now easily and signing up for bb would've been just nice extra and then there might have been another bb on way :)
But I didn't think to check dates and was too depressed to write anything (huge block)

So, I'll see what I can get at 15/16th and then we'll see :)